No Blogs for awhile

So my time at the motel is up.  Haven’t been able to find another job quickly.  I knew it was a longshot, given how the evil ones have followed me from town to town to make sure I did not get hired, and was very grateful for the job I had.  I loved that job.

So the FBI agent is still following me around everywhere I go.  I recently visited an Amish grocery, and whatever he told the Amish girl made her hate me so much I could feel her negative energy.  Bastard.  So, yeah, I did not do anything. I am not a pervert. I am not in to young women.  I was married 12 years and had 3 kids, but these people don’t let a little thing like facts to get in the way of their warped thinking.  I think my ex-husband thought I should be a whore in bed, and when I resisted his warped ideas, yeah, I’m sure he complained to his father.  Yep, his father was so controlling he practically told us how many days a week to have sex.  And it was his father that quickly went around our small town and spread the idea that I was gay.  The fact that I, the mother of his grandchildren, wasn’t sleeping around with men, bothered him.  Can I get a witness?  He actually was putting me down because I wasn’t sleeping around.  He made me out to be gay because I wasn’t setting a bad example for my girls. Creep.

So yeah, I haven’t had sex going on 26 years.  I think that is a virtue instead of a character flaw.

And I really hate having to talk about my personal life like that, but am forced to because of the lies and half-truths being told.

Edited to add:  And I have a family member who is gay, and if anyone messes with them, God help you.  Self-righteous people like to claim gay people are going to hell, but this passage from Isaiah 56 says differently:

1This is what the LORD says:

“Maintain justice and do what is right,

for My salvation is coming soon,

and My righteousness will be revealed.

2Blessed is the man who does this,

and the son of man who holds it fast,

who keeps the Sabbath without profaning it

and keeps his hand from doing any evil.”

3Let no foreigner who has joined himself to the LORD say,

“The LORD will utterly exclude me from His people.”

And let the eunuch not say,

“I am but a dry tree.”

4For this is what the LORD says:

“To the eunuchs who keep My Sabbaths,

who choose what pleases Me

and hold fast to My covenant—

5I will give them, in My house and within My walls,

a memorial and a name

better than that of sons and daughters.

I will give them an everlasting name

that will not be cut


So I won’t have easy access to internet to write blogs, so I’ll say God Be With You all Good Hearts.  I’ll write when I can. If I can. God Bless.

How the evil ones manipulate people…

So I am standing at Wounded Knee Memorial at the gravesite of Lost Bird, post on her here, expressing my sadness of what happened to her.  I suddenly hear the word “n—–ger” in my head.  WTH?

This was the beginning of understanding that words and thoughts can be put into someone’s head by the electronic means the intelligence community has now.

A Native woman named Theresa heard those thoughts while they were trying to do it to me when I was in Mission, SD.  I had said nothing to her, but the Native folk have a keen sense of things and she said to me, “Those are NOT your thoughts.”

I knew they were not my thoughts.  Theresa was confirming that.  But how were those thoughts getting into my head?  I knew nothing of the sophisticated electronic means they have now, or if I had heard of it, I dismissed it as impossible.

But there it was.

People who don’t know themselves, who don’t know their soul, can be tricked into believing those thoughts are their own.

The evil ones are using this electronic means to influence us while we are most vulnerable — when we are asleep.  They have been using subliminal messaging for decades.  It doesn’t take a big leap to see they would use it while are defenses are down and  cannot actively fight against it.  (the movie The Body Snatchers comes to mind, where people went to sleep and when they woke up, their personality completely changed. Remember folks, they have to tell us when they are doing something, and movies have been a big part of “telling” us.  Look up subliminal messages in disney movies. Walt Disney was a 33rd degree freemason.)

Two things have happened recently to make me aware they have been doing this to me while asleep —

1. One morning, just before consciously awakening, while in that not-quite-asleep-but-not-quite-awake state of mind, I heard the words “Hail ——” to the Evil one. I reject you satan and all of your works.(I need to say that because the phrase is going through my head. Please do this if it goes through your head, to block the evil one.

2. Just this morning, about 1:30 a.m., I was awakened again by noise. I sometimes will pray when I am awakened at night.  The evil ones had put a picture of baphomet (man with goat head) in my mind and I could not shake it.  I kept trying to pray but they blocked me and kept putting the image in my head.

Leading up to this, I had not slept for 3 nights in a row.  The person next to me had their TV on all night long.  And it is just on the other side of the wall, so it was like hearing someone chattering all night long.  Those people that cannot stop talking have actually given me a migraine because the constant noise continually vibrates the inner ear drum.  It needs a rest, like everything else in your body.  And this person next to me is part of the gangstalking.  Every.single. person that has rented that room has either had a TV blaring or were slamming doors or making some loud noises like knocking on the wall.

Anyway, I believe the sleep deprivation is a way for them to weaken your spirit and therefore, weaken your resolve.   They hope you don’t put up as much fight when they can weaken your mind, body, and soul.

God has given us free will, but the evil one has done everything to force one to succumb to his evil.

There are people who consider themselves satanists, but I don’t believe they have truly given their soul to the evil one.  They are kind and compassionate.  I don’t think they realize how truly evil satan is.

They are like those people who are freemasons and have no knowledge of the 33rd degree evil amongst them.  I am still amazed when I realize that someone I thought was kind was actually into satan.

They aren’t aware of the evil, but soon will be, with covid19.  I believe this is a way for the evil ones to get rid of those unwilling to truly give their soul to satan.  Those whom have been led to believe that satan was a fun guy who just wanted to have sex and was cast down from heaven for sex.  and please don’t believe that sex = love.  That is the biggest lie of satan.  So I think the “vaccine” for covid19, which they cannot make because you cannot make a vaccine for a virus. It is impossible because viruses continually mutate. Anyway, the vaccine will have poison in it — heavy metals, and probably a live version of covid19 or whatever this is, and will deliberately make people sick, just like the flu vaccine. My blog on that here.

And the so-called “relief” money is another ploy by them.  I never saw a dime of that money. And from what I heard on my job, there were many people who were not given that money.  It’s the “carrot” to reel people in, I am convinced of it.  The ones that worship satan were given the money, or ones who are on the fence right now, were given the money as an enticement.  They probably think “satan can’t be all bad if I am given this money, now can he?”  Yes, yes, he can and is evil and you won’t know this until you are sucked in.

Also, I wanted to mention Donald Trump (won’t call him our president anymore since he was put into office BEFORE he was supposedly elected. I blogged on that previously. We did not choose him.)

So Trump said recently that there would be “a 1,000 year reign…”  this made my ears perk up because I recently found this video on a “1,000 year reign” of evil.  This is related to downtown Indianapolis, where there is a brown rectangular ritual site right in the open of the American Legion Mall.  The whole area has been made out to be about honoring soldiers, but in truth, is a ritual site to bring about the end of the world.  Pretty heavy stuff, I know, so if this is new to you, take your time with it.  And pray for guidance.

And, like always, satan is trying to make women out to be the evil ones.  satan really hates women, but uses them for his purposes. He thinks all women are whores. So it appears that he is trying to usher in a reign of evil of a 1,000 years.  So when Trump mentioned the 1,000 year reign, I knew what he meant. It confirmed he is a satanist, too.



Disney manipulating people with subliminal messaging.  I cringe at the reference to The Beast. My oldest daughter loved Beauty and the Beast.  She even dressed up as Belle for Halloween. This was before I was awake.  I don’t celebrate Halloween anymore, as I recognize it was a segway to pull people towards satan.  What little kid could resist dressing up and going door to door to get candy?  Halloween illustrates the mask thing, too…







Fauci is a criminal

Out of his own mouth, Dr. Fauci is on camera stating that there was going to be a SURPRISE epidemic.

Um, how can it be a surprise if he already knows it is going to happen??


So all of you blaming non-mask wearers for making your loved one sick, please take a step back and look at this criminal who engineered covid19.

This piece of garbage, along with buddies, is responsible for this!

And as I am watching this video, I am thinking about my Dad, an osteopathic physician, who risked his medical license to give his patient Laetrile, a cheap drug made by apricot pits, that was shown to kill cancer cells in the labs at Sloan-Kettering.

After a meeting with then-Pres. Nixon, Sloan-Kettering destroyed the evidence and then began slamming any doctor who prescribed Laetrile as a quack.

Tell me, if the evidence proved Laetrile would not work, why did they bury it?

My Dad risked his license on the line the line to heal people.

Dr. Fauci and his ilk purposely brought forth a lab-created disease to kill people.

Fauci should lose his license and be put in jail!

Here’s a brief video on Laetrile.  It is not as well done as another video on Laetrile and the destruction of lab studies proving it was effective, but it helps one to understand that there are evil people in the world who want to kill people, not heal them.  And it’s been going on since the 70s, when Laetrile was all over the news about its healing power, then about it being a quackery drug.

Like I have said before, your body is an amazing healing machine when it is given what it needs to heal — fasting to allow it to use that energy towards what needs healed; good food, clean air, and sunshine and rest and prayer.  And no toxic crap like chemotherapy and radiation or GMO food or vaccines.  I knew of 6 people who had chemo and radiation.  All six died, and the time they had left they spent so sick and tired that they could not enjoy what little time they had left with their families.




Live Free or Die

…or wear the mask or die…

So without any evidence that masks actually prevent disease transmission and no verified cases on our office campus, my employer required masks be worn at work. No exceptions.

This was announced Friday and masks were required on Monday.  They had to be snug without gaps.

I thought about it all weekend.  You might have guessed it with my posts.

As I reviewed other’s feelings about the masks, I came across a video of the spiritual war going on and how the masks are a important part of the occult worship.  I can only wonder at what — keeping your satanist beliefs hidden; or presenting a false face to the world; or denying your true self that God, the Creator, made, with your unique personality and beautiful soul; who knows?

With that in mind, I could not find any reason to wear the mask nor bend to my employer’s will. There is no reason to demand an employee wear one. None.

So I tendered my resignation.

It is interesting that they are so worried about people’s health and then allow heavy metals like mercury be dumped into the waterways or allow aerial chemical spraying over crops (which made me very ill for the months of July/August in Indiana); or GMO food that alters food so much that the body doesn’t recognize it and it causes inflammation, which causes illness.  Over time, inflammation will kill cells.  And then there was the firepower at Standing Rock, when we were trying to prevent the poisoning of water…

So, yeah, the concern for health is not genuine.  And the fact that they are paying hospitals $40,000 for every patient diagnosed with covid19  screams of driving up numbers to make it look like a lot more people have it than they do.

With all this in mind, I could not go along to get along.  It has grave consequences for me because once you don’t have a job the evil ones think they have the right to harass you even more.

As what happened today…when I left my room just to go see about trading some coins (not worth anything).  A man in a gray luxury car pulls next to me and stays steady with me as I go down the road, minding my own business.  The look on his face was not one I will forget soon.   I admit that I lost it after the stress of the last few days and said some choice words.  I have had enough of these criminals harassing me.

So that is a taste of what is to come.  Hunger Games.

To a loyal friend…

This is a more personal blog to a long lost friend…

I saw you crying in a vision. God Bless your Good Heart.

What happened to me was the evil ones’ fault, not anybody else’s.  I know that you would never deliberately try to hurt me.

Please know that you helped me by standing by me in those dark moments when I had no idea what was happening nor why.  You stood up for me in court, which I will never forget.  I did not realize the true extent of the evil surrounding me.  But my instincts were urging me to get out, and as time goes on, I realize those instincts were spot on.  Not only to save myself but my children, as well.

These are very dark times and I wish I could talk to you, but I have to be where I am as it is God’s wishes.

God Be With You.  God Be with All of Us Good Hearts.



Federal Judge Son Killed

You know, I read a report on this and went searching further for more information.  Before I even viewed the video below, I wondered if the Clintons were connected.

A few minutes in, I got my answer — this judge was recently assigned the case of Deutsche Bank investors lawsuit….and its lending to Jeffrey Epstein.

Bingo.  Clinton connection.

And the murder was so bold, that it had to have been done by someone who doesn’t fear the law or being held accountable.


The Clintons fit that with all the “suicided” people.  A post on Waco, with the Clintons own bodyguards killed execution style in a satanic sacrifice of women and children, just like what happened to Native folk at Wounded Knee.

This post is on the NYPD officers being “suicided” after viewing a video that was on Anthony Weiner’s laptop of his wife and Hillary Clinton torturing and raping a young girl. Here is the follow up post to that, with a better video explaining it.

And Jeffrey Epstein is not dead.  He is still alive. I felt his spirit and saw him laughing at the nooz saying he had committed suicide and then later that he had been killed.  The guards were drugged that night, and the post mortem revealed it was impossible to break one’s neck by what Epstein had available in that cell.  The person in that cell, if there were a person in that cell in the morning, was possibly someone with cosmetic surgery made to look like Epstein.  My post on sensing him with the Clintons here.

So about 3 minutes in, we have the former Secret Service agent, with a star behind him, throwing schtuff out there to see what sticks.    Knowing how much Washington is involved in the occult, I will withhold judgment of whether he is a Good Heart or not.  He does make the statement that this could be 5 years back.  The Clintons could still be involved if it were 5, 10, or 20 years back…

This was an attack on whomever opened the door.  It was to send a clear message. If the judge had been killed, then the next judge would think twice before accepting the case.  But killing the judge’s son is enough for her to excuse herself from the case and send fear to any other judge that takes the case.  Mission accomplished, if the judge does not stay on the case.  It would be hard for me, if it were my child.  But I would also trust in God that my child did not suffer and went quickly.  And as I have said in prior posts, nobody dies alone.  Your relatives come to you to bring comfort when you pass.

And there is a personal angle here, as Deutsche Bank is the one that ultimately took my house.  And it was so cleverly hidden that until last year, I did not know that Deutsche Bank was involved in stealing my house.  Tell me, how does a bank get away with throwing someone out of their house illegally?  Why is someone else living in my house after paying HALF of what it was worth? Why is there no remedy to this?  That house belongs to me!!



In their own words…face masks

Video here on how they were telling us we would not be protected by face masks:


Several things popped into my head watching this:

–The guy with the water jug over his head will be breathing his own exhalations, including carbon dioxide.  Putting a plastic bag over the head is one way that some people have committed suicide.

–Our immune system is a perfect machine that adjust to anything that is thrown at it.  It was designed to destroy the bad things, when we take care of it by getting fresh air, sunshine, non-chemically raised food, clean water, exercise, and rest.  As I wrote before, I have two breast lumps.  In my family, my grandmother died of breast cancer. Two uncles had cancer.  Two grandfathers had cancer.  My Dad had cancer.  So it is very prevalent and we are susceptible to it.  So I don’t take it lightly that a change to eating more raw fruits and vegetables, fasting, and prayer have helped reduce those lumps from one inch to a quarter inch and the other one disappeared completely.  They  are stubborn and persistent because they have been around since 2011.  Probably earlier than that because I had a lump in 1998 that disappeared.  It was biopsied and declared benign.

My immune system was nearly destroyed by heavy metal toxicity brought on by dental amalgams.  I had good health until I had that horrible poison put in my mouth.  I was forced to take an MMR vaccine in order to attend college.  I realize now that after I had that vaccine, I showed the exact symptoms others have reported after vaccine poisoning.  Brain inflammation is one of them. The heavy metals set me up, and the MMR vaccine destroyed or I should say nearly destroyed the rest.

Don’t let them force you to take a vaccine. Ever.

And what he says at 6:58 is absolutely the truth.  It has already been put into place with Pres. Obama.  The last thing he did in office was sign into law that these self-important satanists could force you to take a vaccine.  That is why I and 125,000 other Americans signed the petition against it.

Petition.Against.Forced.Vaccinations.3.3.2015 125k signatures

Alan Dershowitz is a piece of work saying that you have “no right to endanger the lives”.  Clever way to put it, so it seems like you are the problem, instead of you asserting your rights as a human being.  It is a lie, by the way, because throughout medical history, it has been ILLEGAL TO FORCE someone to undergo ANY MEDICAL TREATMENT AGAINST THEIR WILL.

This was brought to a head when the horrible medical experiments the nazis did on the prisoners.  They were satanists causing pain and suffering for their sick twisted minds.

The trials of the doctors who experimented on them reinforced the rights of we humans to make medical decisions with full knowledge of what was being done to our bodies.

We as citizens of a democracy have full and unalienable rights to decide what is best for us.

And, drum roll please, Dr. Fauci is employed by Bill and Melinda Gates Foundation.  Bill Gates is a  eugenicist and has been advocating forced vaccination for years.  And he is not advocating vaccination to help anyone, but to get rid of people he believes are defective.  That is, anyone who does not worship satan.



Live Free or Die

Somehow, human beings have managed to survive illnesses for over 10,000 years…without masks.  There is absolutely NO PROOF that a mask will help stop any illness and may even contribute to health issues by us breathing in our exhalations.   There is a reason we are exhaling that air — it is carbon dioxide and other things that are toxic to us — that is why we are designed to exhale them.

Live Free or Die.

The Native folk have a great saying “A Great Day to Die…”  It means that dying while standing up for what you believe in is an honorable and courageous thing to do.

I would rather live while I am alive then to tiptoe through life only to arrive safely at death.  (last part was a great quote I read)


They know no boundaries…

So, I forgot to add this last week for examples of how these creeps operate and how they use half-truths to make something appear legitimate.

I was walking back to work after eating lunch in my truck, which I usually do to avoid them in the cafeteria.

So I’m walking along and suddenly see movement in my peripheral vision.  Someone who wasn’t there a minute ago has suddenly appeared and is keeping pace with me, trying to get in front of me.  They do this so they can say that I am “looking” at them. Like I said, just because I look at you doesn’t mean I want to have sex with you.  Their always about sex, as the next story will illustrate…

So I slow my pace so that she will do one of two things: slow her pace, too. Or she will have to enter the building so she will miss getting paid whatever it is they are paying these horrible people.  (I have seen a LOT of paper plates on cars lately.  This is a common phenomenon with gangstalkers.   They appear to have funds for new cars even though their jobs don’t pay enough to afford such an expense.)

The next story is truly shocking at how far they will go to shock and embarrass me.

Again, I went to my truck to eat my lunch.  I notice a man in a black truck parked at an angle.  It bothered me immediately because it was at such an angle to look like the intention was to block me in.  I thought…here we go…

But that wasn’t the intention, after all.

The man’s door was wide open as I approached, and he was  with a woman.  He closed the door and she starts to lean over him and then her head completely disappears, if you get my drift.  And if you don’t get my drift, you are too young to be reading this blog.

I got in my truck and got the hell out of there.  Emphasis on the hell.

Unreal.  I still can’t believe this happened in broad daylight and this couple was so bold.  I had no doubt they were part of the gangstalkers, but a phone call I received later in the day sealed it.

The woman made reference to the very act I saw in the parking lot.

And no, I don’t believe in coincidences.   She made several vulgar statements about the company I work for, and then she made reference specifically to that sex act.  No way that it was coincidence.

That is how vulgar these people are and how there are no boundaries with them.  Think about that for a second.