Germany developed directed energy

The author of the video talks about directed energy weapons that were developed waaay long time ago — even before WWII.  Germany used them against the U.S. and allies.  Since we know that there were Americans who were colluding with the Germans, such as the Rockefellers, Kennedys, and Bushes, we can assume that they were knowledgeable about this and financing it, too.  It makes me sick that my Dad and others were subjected to this stuff.

How do we know that they were in on it?

Have you ever heard of directed energy before recently?  Why haven’t you?  In all the documentaries I have seen on WWII and the stuff written in history books, I don’t recall them talking about this.  Now you have to understand that when I was growing up in the 60s, there was talk of deathrays, but it was cleverly couched in “science fiction, or sci-fi” terms so that our minds could be put to rest.  It wasn’t real.  Ha.

Not only was it real, but they were using it on airplanes and using portable units to affect people walking on the street.  Good Grief!

He briefly goes over how to thwart such evil, but I am still digesting that part.  I may come back later to edit after thinking it over.

More questionable stuff in Indiana… **edited

…wow, little did I know where this road was going to lead…

What is this…??

North Manchester, Indiana, where Manchester College is located.

I did a bit of research trying to find out what this is…I looked under antenna and under labyrinths, and there is a labyrinth at the college, but it ain’t this!  WTH is this? **edited:  I went to investigate it — it is a cemetery that was not listed on the search engine.  Mystery solved…at least for here.

More Indy stuff:

This is the corner of Washington and Illinois.  Tell me what you think it looks like?

Looks like the Starship Enterprise is landing in downtown Indy, doesn’t it??

So…this is in the vicinity of the Capitol, Circle, and Circle Centre mall…and wait for it…the Masonic Temple is on N. Illinois, just up a few blocks, with the Scottish Rite cathedral diagonally from it on Meridian St.  You can’t make this stuff up, folks.

**edited to correct that Masonic Temple is on N. Illinois, not the cathedral.

So why make it look like alien vessel?  I dunno, but a good guess is that with them trying to scare people with alien invasions, I’m thinking they are either trying to subliminally put it in their heads about aliens landing and be very, very scared -or– as I and other believe, they aren’t any aliens and when they say aliens they mean demons.

So…if I were to follow that thought, I would say that this “ship” is a marker perhaps for  a portal allowing demons up from Hell.  Just my two cents.


Gangstalker testimony **edited

Here’s a man who says he was offered a *job* as a gangstalker.  I knew that money had to be changing hands for my gangstalkers to go after me with such aggressiveness.  I wonder now at two individuals who have made me a target and are lying their asses off…there has to be a pay off for them…a big one.  No, I’m not crazy — two men in black coats visited some folks that I bought some things off of.  I am serious as a heart attack.  This stuff is real, folks.  And then I find out that my sister has posted my picture on her fb page when I have expressly asked her not to.  Some stranger was studying me the other day and I wonder if this is why?

Like Crazy Horse and Sitting Bull…it will be my own kind that does me in….


**edited to add:

Cynthia who put the above on her youtube, is of the opinion that the illuminati/freemasons purposely choose to marry truly spiritual people who are connected to God in order to destroy them or at the very least weaken their connection to God.  I am coming to that conclusion, myself.  My ex s-l-o-w-l-y tried to destroy my soul and spirituality.  I never said “g.d.” in my entire life before I met him. Never.  It went against what I was taught…but somehow he and his family convinced me they were better than me and that everything they did was okay, even swearing like that even though God says not to take His name in vain.  I still cannot get that word out of my head to this day, twenty four years after the divorce!  Again, my ex raped me in my sleep — this is to keep you anxious and unable to sleep properly.  This serves two purposes:  you cannot rest so your soul can connect with God (many people get visions while they are in deep sleep); and it serves to weaken your immune system and body so that you are too weary to fight them.

As I hinted about in my prior blog on this, I also believe that the lawyers are closely tied to all of this.


Several reasons:

When I was battling to save my baby from this satanist’s clutches, his lawyer kept bringing up “13”.  I knew thirteen was an unlucky number, but I didn’t get why he kept bringing it up — but 13 is an important number to the masons.  Friday the 13th is when the Knights Templar were murdered by the Pope.  They were probably a good group at this time, and then were infiltrated.

He brought up that I was getting divorced after 13 years of marriage.  Actually, I filed for divorce twelve years after marriage…it was the state of Indiana that delayed finalizing it until after the thirteen year anniversary.  Also, my ex took my baby away from me when she was 13.  He has tried to destroy her spirit as he did mine.  It has been very, very painful to watch him do to her what he did to me.  So it must be important for the freemasons/satanists to get children away from the spiritual parent by the time they are 13?  I don’t know, but it makes sense.  Breaking up families is satan’s goal because a strong mother/child bond and family bond makes it difficult for satan to do his dirty work.

My ex’s attorney, a Catholic, and another attorney, John Hillis, a Presbyterian,  always had smirks on their faces every time I went into my hometown and had the misfortune of coming across them.  I thought it was just because of the divorce, which I gave more than half of our assets to my ex so I could have the kids.  Little did I know it was much deeper than that and the smirks on the attorneys faces was that of evil triumph.

Another reason I believe attorneys are freemasons was because of them giving heavily to Hillary Clinton’s campaign.  The association of attorneys was the top donor to Clinton’s campaign.  Since I know from the vision that she is a satanist, it would not be a far reach to believe that other attorneys are, too.

I know of only two attorneys that are good guys.  I could not understand why no one would help me…now I know why.

**edited again:  My Dad popped into my head.  I feel it in my gut that the reason attorneys would not help us is with his case after he passed was because of the freemason crap.  We clearly had a case of unethical behavior by the woman who was in charge of his care:  Byrdia Turner, and the VA who refused to answer questions when I or my sister would call about our father’s health issues.   I also had a vision of my Dad after he passed where he had fallen out of a hospital bed, was lying on the floor, when the nurses and assistants stood around laughing at his helplessness.  Only evil people would do that.




Indianapolis illuminati

Thinking about this because it really upsets me that this was all around me and I didn’t see it.  I think a lot of folks here did not see it, either.

So I’m thinking about the pentagram on top of Circle Centre Mall which is near the Circle, and as I look at it, it appears to me that it is pointing to…the Capitol?  I don’t know, but that’s what it looks like.

I feel the need to say this after putting this on my page:

I reject you satan and all of your works.

I reject you satan and all of your works.

I reject you satan and all of your works.

So while I’m posting that, the Pyramids popped into my head.  Of course!  The Pyramids! I can’t believe I didn’t think of them sooner.  I thought they were pretty cool when put in Indy….little did I know….

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A Democracy…? **edited

Wow. Just wow.  Indiana lawyers can destroy court documents with no penalty.  Did they ask the citizens of Indiana is this was okay?  A democracy requires 3/4ths of the citizens to vote in favor or against something before it can be legal.  I didn’t vote for this, did you?  The people of Indiana are deliberately kept in the dark with information being hidden, or in this case, destroyed.


**edited to add:  after posting about the occult here in Indiana, a couple of memories came to the conscious:

When I was in high school, I remember something about a contract being taken out on a prominent mover here.  This was when people were moving all over the country and moving companies were big business.  This company was well off as the owner.

Anyway, there was some sort of disagreement and an employee tried to kill him.

Later, in the newspaper, the investigators said this guy named Musselman, had satanic symbols in his home.   That sent chills down my spine…but at the same time, I thought he was an anomaly, because people here for the most part are down to earth good folks.

Then I remembered a sickening event in Delphi, Indiana later:  **warning, graphic **   :  a young woman was pregnant and was murdered via strangulation.  It was so traumatic that her baby was forced down the birth canal and was born early, dying.  She was attacked by satanists.  She might have been a member of the group, my memory on that part is fuzzy.  It makes me sick now when remembering it.

And now there was another traumatic murder there in Delphi a year ago with Liberty German and Abigail Williams, still unsolved.  Folks, this town is even smaller than my hometown.  Somebody knows something and is not coming forward…which makes me think it’s connected to the satanists.  I’ve tried to clue in on this, but as of yet, nothing.



Yellowstone activity level increasing

Mary Greeley has a good video up on the increasing quakes as well as increasing intensity of the quakes.  She makes a statement that these are not caused by fracking or plate tectonics (movement of the earth, causing friction, causing earthquakes)…but she doesn’t offer an explanation other than to say that the magma getting hotter is causing the quakes.

Well, now, then one has to ask–what is causing the magma to get hotter?

My guess would be directed energy.  Microwaves.  You know how microwaves heat food —well, that is the same energy used in directed energy weapons.

Remember Michigan. If they can make an explosion like that that causes an earthquake, then most certainly they can cause magma to heat up and not only cause earthquakes, but volcanoes to explode.

Stay tuned…

Roundabouts as portals? **edited

Through my spiritual exploration, I’ve seen portals mentioned from time to time.  Given my own experience with a certain areas where tragic death has occurred, I am wondering about portals, as well.  I have seen some sites that say they have seen spirals in the sky.

There has been a push for roudabouts in recent years….really annoying stupid idea, if you ask me.  I think they cause more accidents and traffic congestion than they alleviate…which leads me to the next thought, if they aren’t helping with traffic congestion or preventing accidents, then what are they for…?

Portals popped into my head when thinking about roundabouts.  Is it possible that the satanists have devised them to open portals to demonic spirits?  It would make sense if God had put them in a place that they could not come back to earth but only through portals.

There was a couple who pushed for roundabouts.  You have to understand that this is a small town, and traffic really isn’t a problem.  It is noticeable that these two pushed for a roundabout not a stone’s throw from my former house.  My house was in the country and the only problem with that intersection was traffic accidents because the roads did not meet up.  It needed a traffic signal, not a roundabout.  Otherwise, traffic was definitely not a serious issue.

So, thinking about the portal thing, I went and looked at the roundabout from the satellite view:


notice the starburst pattern.  And isn’t that smiley face just the cutest thing (said with dripping sarcasm).  It’s like they are mocking us.

I hope that I am  wrong, but given that the two people promoting this were a banker and real estate agent…and they were close friends to my ex-FIL…well, I have my suspicions that he was also a mason.  He became very popular quickly after coming to my town, and that always makes me suspicious when people are accepted as quickly as they were.

**edited to add:  Apparently I am not the only one to see this.

A large number of people have witnessed multiple triple 6s in the Washington, D.C.’s architecture. Scott Circle, Dupont Circle and Logan Circle exhibit these numbers when seen from an aerial view.


It’s a Cross! A RED cross!

Just in case you didn’t see the edits in the post on freemasons and Indianapolis, I wanted to say that it’s not just a straight red line from the City Market through the Circle to the Capitol, but I looked at it again and saw that the red brick extended the other direction, as well.

…so we have the Templar Red Cross at Indy.  Stunning.  Just stunning.  I jogged around there at 6 a.m. when working for the Dept of Health (contradiction in terms)…and had no clue.

I looked at more aerial photos and see that there is a Roman pattern of white that looks like the clothing of the Romans.

I also noticed two rooftops with red painted on them — one is a steakhouse.  Beware of what that steak is made of!

Another rooftop of the Circle Center Mall had…wait for it…an inverted star (pentagram) of the devil.  I kid you not.

Bet people won’t call Indianapolis  Indiana-no-place anymore, eh?  Good Lord, I had no clue.

Hillary Clinton, Donald Trump, Freemasons **edited again

I blogged about my vision about Hillary Clinton here, and from there the road has taken me down some unnerving dark passages of how far and deep this is…

In My Own Back Yard…

So while looking this stuff up, I came upon the video below stating that Indiana is deep into freemasonry.  Another video asserted that 80% of people here are into it.  Full disclosure:  I found out in the past year that my grandfather was a mason.  To my knowledge, my father was not.  On the other hand, I remember my ex-FIL wearing a ring that I believe was a masonic ring.  If that is true, it makes more sense of how he was able to completely destroy me in my own hometown.  And I wonder at his lawyer’s connections with masonry, as well.  None of them would touch my divorce or custody case.

I’ve lived here all my life, with the exception of the time in South Dakota, and my first thought was one of amusement because I’m thinking there is noooo way that is true!  People here are about as down-to-earth church people that you would find.

But then I had to think about how things have changed here since 9/11.  Before then, people were more friendly and drivers were the most courteous as you would ever see.  People were ethical and moral.  They would help anyone in trouble.  So I had a hard time believing that freemasons were ruling over Indiana.

But then I recalled that after 9/11, I began to see a change here.  I saw a lot of southerners move here.  They were easy to spot because they had confederate flags on their vehicles.  In case you don’t know, even though Indiana was the birthplace of the KKK (probably a masonic spin-off, too), it was also home to the Underground Railroad and fought on the Union side of the Civil War.  As you might recall, my Irish ancestors had a plantation with slaves at one time, but the son of the slave owner moved to Indiana and fought against slavery.

So I thought I would go with an open mind and see what evidence they present.  Wow, what stunning information is out there.

This video is from someone from Indiana.  He doesn’t allow enough time on the screen for each idea, so you’ll either have to stop the video as you go, or watch it a couple of times to get what he is saying.  I have to admit that I like the thought of the first song saying that the gate is being guarded by the Indian Brave:

I was down in the area of Lafayette recently, and as I traveled, I realized I was feeling sad about the Trail of Death with that overwhelming sadness I sometimes feel when I cross through places where tragedies took place, like the overpass over US 31 where there has been  a LOT of death.  I suddenly felt like I was being forced off my land and being forced to walk away from my home.  How terrible it must have been for them!

Look carefully at the image shown at 1:19.  Then look at this in downtown Indianapolis– the so-called cultural trail:,-86.1564224,2a,30y,265.45h,89.19t/data=!3m7!1e1!3m5!1sown89PGEPz0pHX2aOt35hQ!2e0!!7i13312!8i6656

Yep.  I’m reeling at this point.  Right in front of our faces.

As I am studying the satellite image of the Circle in downtown Indy, I see that it, the Capitol building, and City Market all lined up in a direct connection.  I see a red line from City Market through Circle through the Capitol.  I went to investigate, and see that there is indeed, red brick laid down….the next question is why?  Why is there a path of red? **edited again:  I looked at this again, and my more astute readers probably saw this right off the top, but it’s not just a straight line, but a RED CROSS!!  The Templars red cross!

Does it signify blood of those sacrificed?  Or a tribute to satan?  Again, my mind is just reeling.

It’s beyond my comprehension, but here is some damning evidence:

Catacombs of Indianapolis….at City Market.   Note the mention of the homeless being housed there.  Once again the homeless are pulled into this nightmare and once again I get such a sick feeling in my stomach.  What happened to them here?  If they were homeless, no one would come looking for them, so anything could happen to them and no one would know.  Were some of them sacrificed by the satanists? It would be easy to pass off  the missing by saying that family had come to pick them up or they found a job and a place to stay.  **edited to add:  I noted that a Mayor Shank opened up the catacombs for the homeless.  So I did a little digging, and…wait for it…Mayor Shank was a Mason!!

The video also brings up the American Indian connection.  The Jesuits hated the Native folks, portraying them as satanists, when they knew full well the Indians were very spiritual people and saw God/Great Spirit/Creator in EVERYTHING.    It makes more sense now with the knowledge that the Jesuits were thrown out of this country at one point because they were creating civil unrest not only here, but other countries, as well.  They were purposely starting wars. Why?  Well, a couple of reasons come to mind:  money.  There’s lots of money to be made off of wars and land grabs; the other reason is for them to serve satan because satan loves killing and torture and fear and pain and greed and rape.  And wars also destroy nature and the earth, which satan also hates because it is God’s creation.  Oh, and Flat Earthers, please see the drawing at 9:59 — it shows you the freemason, path of Re depiction that they are trying to use to justify the argument of a flat earth.  Nonsense.

If you use the satellite view of Washington, you will see the upside down star with the WH at the tip of it, and what appear to be eyes of the devil in the lines leading from the WH.

At 4:07, he makes an important connection between the banks and the freemasons.  This will become more clear in the next video.

Given that banks have been at the heart of every single financial collapse that sends people into despair and homelessness…you have to begin to wonder at why they are doing this…what is the benefit for them?  Use the homeless for sacrifices?  I really hope that I am wrong here, but I don’t think I am.

Also, keep in mind the Egyptian artifacts found in Southern Illinois.  Why are they there and who put them there?  Also, there is a place I used to vacation at called Giant City. It was a well known place among the Indians.  They called it Giant City because it looked like it had pathways for giants.  I stayed at the Lodge there, and noted that many presidents, including George H.W. Bush, G.W. Bush, Ronald Reagan, and others had all been there, sending pictures with handwritten notes thanking the staff.  Things that make you go hmmm…

On to the second video:

(I removed the second video by joggler66.  When I came to my webpage today and saw that evil eye on here, it made me feel reeeeal uneasy…like it was a psychological ploy to get that eye out there in front of people.  That’s how they use media to mess with people’s minds…pictures are powerful images.  I started to view another of joggler66’s videos about masonry, and again I had that uneasy feeling…he was reading passages from masons and it was like he was trying to hypnotize people.  So I am listening to that instinct and taking the video down.  If you want to see it, you’ll have to go look for it.)


I think that perhaps the Knights Templar did start out on the side of Light, but were infiltrated by those feeding the Darkness.  This confuses people which is how satan gets into souls — he leads them down a path they think is a good one, only he pulls a switch and they find themselves feeding the Darkness after awhile.  I’ve seen this over and over where people come together for a cause, but then the cause is weakened so that it is ineffective.

At 7:29, he mentions the sunburst at a Jesuit symbol.  If you look at Indianapolis’ street layout beginning with the Circle, you see that it is either a star or a sunburst pattern.  Note that there is a Massachusetts Avenue and a Fort Wayne Avenue.  Fort Wayne, until the past couple of years, had a Scottish Rite building in the heart of the downtown.  I thought it was a beautiful building with great artistic detail.  Now that I know differently…

Anyway, it was sold in recent years…I wonder why.

So this, if true, answers some questions I have had.  I couldn’t figure out what was happening to me and as time went on, it was very clear that it was not by accident and was a clear effort to destroy me:  destroy my ability to hold down a job, destroy my health, destroy my social contacts and my family connections,  and most important of all:  destroy my faith in God.  It has to have been an organizational effort in order for them to repeat the same exact lies in South Dakota that they did here.

As I am exploring this darkness, the pizzagate issue came up.  If you don’t know, pizzagate is the child  rape/sacrifice case involving satanists in Washington D.C., that implicate Hillary Clinton and other high profile politicians such as John Podesta, a sick individual that has artwork depicting naked children in a creepy child molesters way.

Think about how many DECADES of child molestation went on with the priests before they were finally held accountable!  I also discovered yet another link to that and Indiana –there is an allegation of a child kidnapping ring operating out of Mishawaka by a woman named Tina Church.

I’m glad that you are here and exploring this with me.  I don’t claim to have all the answers…I’m just trying to figure things out as you are.  I stand by what I feel in my gut is right…but other stuff, I just don’t know for sure.

The path that God has led me on has been one of a LOT of pain, but a lot of strength, as well.  He has shown me that He sees me as an equal to men.  He created us as equals.  As I stated in this post, God gave women the Gift of giving life, and the Gift of Prophecy.  I don’t believe for a second that if God thought that women were repugnant or morally bereft, that He would entrust us such sacred things as giving birth and prophecy.

So I am telling you women (and men) to recognize yourself as a creation of God.  You are sacred in that Light.  Stay connected to God.  Do not let anyone tell you that “God says you should do this”    …or cruelly,  “God says you’re going to Hell because you did this and this”

Nobody, but NOBODY decides but God!  So don’t give in to this manipulation….don’t give your power away.  Because that is what this person is trying to do — take your power, and eventually your soul, away from you.

Ask God what Gift He has given you.  Be still and listen.  Be patient…God will reveal things to you in due time, when you are ready.