Notre Dame, Our Lady, Part 2 Russia and its implications **edited and UPDATE 6.19.19

I want to tell you a story of something spectacular that happened to me in Rapid City, South Dakota, while I was staying at the homeless shelter and being terrorized by the schizophrenic.  First, I don’t believe she was really schizophrenic.  I believe now that she was an operative.**   She was too skilled at lying and creating drama for it not to have been deliberate and calculating as only someone being paid to do so.  And she was following the script –repeating the same lies about me.   She was trying to get me pushed out on the street when I had done her no wrong.  It made no sense to me.  But that is how this evil works — you cannot fight against something when you do not know what the reason is or who is behind it!

**another reason I believe she was an operative is when I blogged about my ex and his family taking out life insurance on me.  SHE KNEW ABOUT IT.  Again, I am an empath and I feel people’s emotions.  She was angry that I had realized that a life insurance policy had been taken out on me.  Which confirms my suspicions that gangstalking is about money — she expected to get some of the payout if she could get me thrown out of the shelter and either I committed suicide or was murdered.  Wow, I just truly hope these evil people are exposed for what they have done.**

With all that said, a truly miraculous thing happened there.

I had coffee in the mornings with the gal who did the laundry for the shelter.  She started her mornings early and we would talk about the Bible and spiritual stuff before breakfast.

She was pro-Israel and hated the Palestinians.  So we had a rather lively discussion about it.  At one point, I said, “I don’t want to hate ANYBODY.”

And suddenly Jesus appeared to me there.  He was happy at my words.  It was truly a stunning moment.  I thought to myself, did that just really happen?

This shows three things to me:

  1. Jesus is real.  He loves us.
  2. Jesus is compassionate.
  3. Jesus does not hate the Jews.  If you recall, Jesus was raised a Jewish engineer.  Some say carpenter, but he was more educated than that, from what I have read.

The third one is VERY IMPORTANT for what I am about to say because there is a lot of hate in the world for Jewish people.

I have researched Russia with the whole kerfuffle about the elections being manipulated by Russia.

The media is not telling the whole story, and you will see why.  I suspect it was about who wants to control America, and George Soros, Hillary’s boss, wanted America, rather than Boris Berezovsky, who seems to be in control of Russia, albeit from a distance, and therefore, Trump’s boss.  Just my guess. I haven’t seen anything to confirm it.

First, viewing the documentaries below will explain a lot:


There are parts 2 and 3 to this.  The third one really set off red flags with them destroying perfectly good housing that the residents love, in order for the mayor’s wife to rake in the cash.  Where have I seen this?  Some say 9/11/01 was also done for the insurance money payout.  Remember that the eye of horus was at ground zero and the dancing Israelis as the buildings exploded!  Remember, too, that there were Israeli students allowed into secured areas weeks prior to the explosions.

I have traveled through South Dakota and have seen mile after mile of roadway torn up.  I am talking half the state!  And I could count on one hand the number of potholes I had seen driving through there.  The roads were really good and this tearing up of the highway was clearly unnecessary and somebody was making some $$$.

And I am sick of wonderful old buildings being torn down so somebody can make money building something new. Boondoggles.

Here is another set of videos on Russia.  Just a warning that the video intro is graphic.

It is really stunning what happened there.  Russia was an economically stable country before the oligarchs had everything privatized by “their” politicians.  Sounds sooo much like Indiana with the Indiana Toll Road being sold to the highest bidder, thanks to Bush appointee then-Governor Mitch Daniels, whom nobody voted for, who was an Eli Lilly executive before going to Washington, D.C.

Note the black suit, white shirt, and red tie.  This seems to be some sort of uniform for them.

~~SEE Note below on FBI Mike Peasley and the Delphi murders 2.13.17~~

UPDATE:  This video shows how videos can be manipulated to make someone appear to be doing something they are not.  OR make them appear to do something they have not done.  This is really important as I have this feeling this technology is being used to portray Good Hearts as bad people so people will hate them and not mind if they are tortured or even killed.  Note how in the documentary, the Russian politician is forced out of office by a fake video of him with two women.  I believe him when he says it is not him.  Again, you should trust your own instincts and when something doesn’t feel right, TRUST THEM.



I take great issue with the documentary stating that “things have to change”, especially when you know that Russia is on solid financial ground before privatizing it so a FEW could become rich.    When the old system was taken away, Russian people did not know what to do.  They were given vouchers with no financial backing, like a gold standard, which would have kept the piece of paper a solid financial instrument.  One cannot make any piece of paper mean something unless there is something tangible, like real estate, or any physical item, attached to it.

They were given these vouchers that had NOTHING attached to them…so they were worthless to the individuals.  In the first documentary, the oligarch Berezovsky took their vouchers, telling the Russian people that they owned a piece of a new automobile factory he would run.  They were led to believe that they would receive dividends for their shares in the company, which is how it is usually done.  They received nothing. And had given up their vouchers.

It is really stunning how much they were trying to turn Russia into the West…making America culture their goal, it would seem.  Doing to them what they did to the Native American culture.  Or at least, what they tried to do.  They tried to destroy ALL of the Native culture, but thank God the Creator they were unsuccessful.   Not that they aren’t still trying to do so….

Destroying the family is a big part of this.

He brings up tobacco as being a precious commodity during the days of scarcity…

…which brings to mind this morning.  I went to purchase tobacco and was carded!  I first looked stunned at the cashier then kind of laughed and said it was quite obvious that I was over 18.

She then said that she would lose her job if she did not card me.  She HAD TO CARD EVERYONE.  And it wasn’t just looking at the ID to see for sure that this graying, wrinkled old lady was over 18…it was to scan in my ID card number.  For what reason?

Let that sink in for a minute.  I was buying tobacco.  Not alcohol.  Tobacco.

I had never been carded for buying tobacco before.  Never.  So what has changed?  Why are they treating it like they were a sin like in the 1920s with prohibition?  I suspect that it was not about what we were being told.  They do not give a rip about your health, because they make money off of you being sick.

So they do not care if tobacco makes you ill…what other reason could be behind them making it harder for you to purchase?  Because the Native American use tobacco in spiritual ceremonies, as a gift to Elders and George W. Bush himself has said that “there are not going to be any more Indians…”  A cryptic statement.


Al AQSA is the Church of the Holy Sepulchre, built over the site where Jesus was crucified.

For me, destroying the seed before it comes to fruition means destroying the goyim before they realize their full spiritual potential and Connection to God the Creator **see Standing Rock below.

It could also mean, if you believe as I do, that Jesus and Mary Magdalene were married and there is a bloodline whom have been kept ignorant about their heritage…

…this could mean destroying the bloodline.  Churches cannot control people if the people connect with God the Creator on their own.  The Shroud of Turin was tested and has AB- blood.  This is a rare blood type originating from a certain region in France.

Let me tell you another story:

When I was going through all the turmoil of losing my house, my girls, my health and nearly my sanity, I was looking for answers and help in stopping whatever was happening to me.  I turned to spiritual counselors whom were holding sessions on spirituality.  Native folks would call them New Agers.  I didn’t understand why Native folks were so against them, because I thought they were helpful in furthering spiritual paths.  But now I realize how very dangerous they are and how they are deliberately misdirecting people AWAY from spiritual connection to God, the Creator.

When I first met Myron, he did not greet me in a warm way as one would expect from someone who is spiritual.  He looked right through me.

During the first session, I kept seeing a phallis flash in my head.  I did not understand what was happening.  I would look over at the face of Jesus, on the wall, and pray for help.  I did not know at the time that evil ones could put images in one’s head, more on that in the video below.

I realize now that it was Myron putting the image in my head, as he had indecent thoughts about me.  I later learned that Myron had been accused of sexual misconduct with another person attending his sessions.

So during an afternoon session, Myron asked if anyone needed healing.  One man spoke up and said he felt ill and needed healing.  During the session, we all prayed about the man.  After it was over, Myron asked what we all saw in our minds.  I had seen a negative spirit was attached to the man.  I was the only one who saw it.  When I uttered the words that there was a negative spirit, Myron quickly cut me off without discussion of what I had seen and what it meant.

His attitude towards me completely changed after that.  We were made to stand in a circle, and every time someone was put beside me, they would complain of an arm or a leg hurting.  It was like high school all over again and after being forced to sing Amazing Grace, I left the room in tears.  Myron had bullied me and I did not understand why.

Now, with hindsight and God the Creator’s Guidance, I see that Myron was trying to destroy my spirituality, my confidence in telling the truth of what I saw in the man that needed healed.

Not only that, but they had stolen Native folk healing ceremonies to not only cause harm, but I think to draw people out to see whom was Gifted, and then make them targets of gangstalking.  Because this is a spiritual war we are in.

Edited to add:  I thought that I should tell the rest of the story of what happened to me after I got home from this particular session—

I did not realize that spirits could transfer by touching someone. As we were in an oval around the man, seeking healing for him, my ankle accidentally touched the man as we were praying.  I did not realize that the negative spirit had then entered me.

The next day, I went to open my closet door, and was stunned to feel the negative energy of that spirit in my closet.  I immediately shut the door, not knowing what to do.  So I yelled at the spirit to leave and go towards the light.  I also prayed for Jesus and Mother Mary to come and help.  I also burned sage as the Native folk do to protect oneself from negative energy or evil.

I also called one of the New Age leaders of the session.  She said that this was a sad spirit who was lost and did not know where to go after death.  She said Jesus was there to help guide the spirit towards the Light.

It took me years after this to realize this negative spirit was the one that had attached itself to the man, making him ill.  It had attached itself to me, and I am thinking that he hid in the closet because he was afraid and lost.

This is another reason why New Agers are dangerous.  Nobody explained to me that negative energy could be transferred by touch.  Remember Nappy’s video on the woman pretending to be mentally ill, flashing the three 6 sign, and then purposely going to his vehicle, touching it?  I believe that she was attaching negative energy to it.  And from youtube videos on people touching complete strangers in public, I am thinking this is a purposeful act of the evil ones to make people ill with negative energy, and quite possibly destroying their connection to the Creator.  So please be aware of that.

Oh, and I did not have any more problems after Jesus came to take the negative energy away.  So prayer does work, folks, and even if you don’t understand what is happening to you, the Helping Healing Spirits do understand and will help you if you ask.

If there is anything I cannot stress enough is PLEASE PLEASE do not spend your energy hating Jews or any of the others.  Hatred only feeds satan.  Just keep in mind the Commandments, especially Thou Shalt Not Murder.   The Bible has examples that self-defense is allowed.

I am wary, however, of those perpetuating this evil and then demanding forgiveness.  I suspect that it is a way for them to escape Hell if a Good Heart forgives them for being evil.  Only God, the Creator decides what happens to someone’s Spirit after they pass from this world, but I for one, am tired of being victimized over and over and over again, so no, I am not willing to forgive those whom have had FULL KNOWLEDGE OF WHO THEY WERE WORKING FOR and perpetuated this evil.  That does not mean I hold on to anger, because that only feeds satan.  But I do not give a piece of myself, of my soul, towards forgiving those whom have KNOWINGLY CHOSEN to be evil.

I bring all this out so that people who are being misled will have the information they need to see who is helping satan and who is of God, the Creator.   And hopefully, will help anyone whom has sought out New Agers hoping to find answers there, but again felt lost, confused and even hurt and bullied like I was.

I especially fear and am saddened for my siblings, whom are unaware that we are of the bloodline and are, as I write this, being taken advantage of and misdirected by those whom are not of God, the Creator.


**forgot to add the note about the Israelis at Standing Rock.  As I was viewing the piece on Putin being a KGB agent and everybody believing he was an all around “good guy” — he used a technique called mirroring, where they just adjust their personalities towards yours, mirroring your viewpoints, etc., so you believe they are like you.

This happened to me at Standing Rock by an Israeli woman who just happened to show up wherever I was at.  She mimicked Native ceremony and either knew how to read minds or had the technology to do so.  She and two other satanists outed themselves, however, during the water ceremony, where we women sang a prayer together over the water.

We would walk together to the water, singing.  On this particular morning, when I sang the song with the Jewish women, they suddenly stopped.  Then they began singing a few moments later.  I once again joined them.  They again abruptly stopped in mid-sentence.  It was clear that they considered me beneath them and I found that really odd being we were in a Native camp trying to save their water source from poisoning.  In the Native world, there is no one above you, nor no one beneath you.  The Creator made us all equal.

So even at Standing Rock, the Israelis were present and probably part of the destruction of trust in the camp…your mileage may vary.

Not only that, but the FBI was also actively destroying trust.

Here is a video on Red Fawn, a MEDIC in camp whom had started a relationship with an FBI informant Heath Harmon.  She did not realize he was an FBI informant at that time.  Harmon left HIS WEAPON in a trailer that she was staying at the morning of police raids.  Yep.

I know that my own FBI “handler” was talking to other informants about me.  They probably spread disinfo about me, as well, so the others would not trust me.  Just a guess.  The yellow helicopter had circled my tent specifically when I did not see it do that to anyone else.  I left camp October 22nd.  The violent treatment of the camp began Oct. 27th.  I have felt guilt that it happened after I left.  But I had no other option.  I had asked for a tipi so I could have a fire to keep warm, but none was given to me.  It was getting too cold for me to continue sleeping in my car, so I left.  I was afraid of sleeping in a communal tent, as they wanted.  I feared either being attacked while I slept from what I know now were infiltrators/gangstalkers or being accused with yet another lie told about me.

So, about the uniform of black suit, white shirt, red tie ~~ FBI Agent Mike Peasley was wearing a black suit, white shirt and red tie on both the initial and year later press conferences regarding Abby Williams and Libby German, the Delphi Murders.  As I said previously, it was a satanic ritual murder.  I believe Mike Peasley was involved.



I had a strong feeling about him the first time I saw him in the press conference.  But it was confirmed to me when very recently, I went to the bathroom in the middle of the night and just said a quiet prayer thanking the Creator.  Suddenly, Peasley appeared in a black robe.  And then Libby appeared, nodding.

And that is why I fear this case will never be solved.  The satanists whom have infiltrated the government will do their best to interfere with justice for the girls.  It will likely take Jesus coming back for the evil ones to be dealt with….

God Bless all of Us Good Hearts.  Keep the faith.









The Power of John Trudell #BlueIndians **edited


via The Power of John Trudell #BlueIndians

The above link is to a mindblowing post on John Trudell, a Native American who was one of the founders of the American Indian Movement (AIM) in the 70s.  Wounded Knee was occupied by the Native folk wanting to hold on to their traditional ways versus their own BIA (Bureau of Indian Affairs) and tribal police.  It did not end well, and that is another post.

John was eloquent and outspoken for their rights.  He was in Washington, D.C., when someone set fire to his house, killing his pregnant wife, their children, and his MIL.  His wife was active in Native rights before AIM.  A post on her here.

All of this relates to the protests in British Columbia, Canada, by the Unistoten and other tribes protesting yet another pipeline project across their pristine beautiful land.

Coverage by Vancouver Sun here.

Here’s a good synopsis of events leading up to this.

This kind of leads back to what John Trudell says in the video in the above blog — we are all from tribes.  You might recall my recent post on my ancestors, the Irish, whom were very spiritual and therefore the Church nor the English could control them….so they tried genocide by starvation as I blogged about here.

Some of us have had our tribal spirituality beaten out of us over 1,000 years ago…satan has been around a loooong time.

A person is given the choice between joining them or be killed.

Well, for me, I would rather be against evil than with it.  Are you with me??

**edited to add:

I was thinking about this post and thought perhaps I might add the spiritual things that have helped me so perhaps it might help others.

  1. satan feeds on anything negative. Fear. Anger. Jealousy. Selfishness. Greed.  Bad thoughts.   Guard against this.  Every time you start to have bad thoughts, redirect your thinking to something else.  I think this is a segway (a portal?) for satan to try to control your brain, and your heart and soul.  One way that I deal with it is to breathe in and out, asking the Healing Spirits to take the negative away from me.  I do this until I feel better.  It is truly amazing to see what happens.  The Elders at Standing Rock warned us of cussing.  I have to admit that I was a little put off by that because it is how I vent when I am angry.  And I felt like a little kid being scolded.  But now I see their wisdom, in that the cussing is another segway, especially the G.D.  In my church, G.D. was taught as a sin and I never said it before I began dating my ex.  I have written about that in prior posts, so I won’t go into here, only that it was that first step of giving my power away because I thought my ex and his family were better than mine.  And it is hard to stop cussing once you start.
  2.  Don’t give your power away.  Women are particularly vulnerable because the evil ones have convinced us that because of Eve, we are less-than men.  We are not.  The Creator sees us as equals to men.  To put men on a pedestal and be obedient to them is actually idol worshipping that goes against the Commandment against idol worship.  A woman should only answer to her Creator and no one else.  If I had done this, I would not have been vulnerable to my ex.  I would have walked out two months after we were married when I first experienced his cruelty.  Owning your power is the protection against the evil.
  3. Ask for help.  You must ask for help.  A wise Miami/Cherokee friend told me when I first began my journey back to tribal spirituality, to be careful who I called to me.  He warned me to be very specific to ask for the Helping/Healing Spirits to help me.  Otherwise, the bad spirits would come.  I ask God, the Creator, and the Helping Healing Spirits to help me understand what I don’t understand now, to help me to know what I need to know, to help me to get what I need even if I don’t know that I need it (this was given to me by the elders at Standing Rock — Thank You!); and finally to get the nurturing that I need so that I may be comforted and healed.  One example of this is when I was at the Trail of Courage (Death) Rendezvous where they commemorate the forced removal of Chief Menominee from the Potawatomie lands here in Indiana.  This was about three years ago, and I was struggling with my spiritual growth, not knowing what the Creator expected of me.  I was having visions and strong dreams at this time, but told no one, I was afraid someone would call me a witch, which I am not!    I was about to leave because I was angry and I didn’t know why and I didn’t want to spoil things.  Suddenly, during the tribal dance, the announcer said they wanted everyone to come in a tight circle and say a prayer together.  I was reluctant because of how I was feeling, but I went in anyway.  We all gathered around, and the main guy started to say “listen to your dreams and visions…”  (I think he said be grateful for the visions and dreams, but my memory is foggy on that.)  As we stood there and prayed, I suddenly felt overwhelming love.  Pure, non-judgmental love.  It was how I felt when I was visited and shown Heaven when I was about to lose my house and attempted suicide.  This was exactly the same joy and happiness I had felt when seeing Heaven. After thinking about this, I noticed that every.single.time. that I was at the Rendezvous, this anger came out of nowhere.  Now I believe it was satan working on me.  It happened too many times.
  4. Touch the Earth every day.  I mean really be aware of all of Creation and all that God has given us.  I believe that God put his Spirit in everything He created and it is easier to stay connected to the Creator by feeling his Spirit in every living thing.
  5. Humble yourself and be grateful.  I take a bite-size piece of each food of my meals and set it aside as a humble “thank you” to the Creator.  I place it on the ground and say a quiet “thanks”.    I give thanks for every glass of water; for the snow; for the trees; for the birds, and all of Creation.  You will be amazed how this humble, simple act gives you such joy.
  6. Take care of your body, a walking miracle.
  7. Forgive yourself for mistakes.  And try to do better.  None of us is perfect, but the evil ones are having us judge each other harshly, believing some are better than others, so that satan can convince us to kill those deemed “beneath us”.  As John Trudell had said, this has happened throughout history, and the ones who are killed are the ones who will not give up their spirituality and their connection to the Creator.  They are not willing to join the evil ones, so they are killed. I would rather be killed standing against the evil than remain alive going against my heart and soul.  And let me stress this — your body may die, but your spirit goes on!  And nobody dies alone — you are surrounded by God’s Helpers and your own earth family when you pass, so that you are not alone and your fear fades away.  I’m not saying that you don’t have any fear — the Creator built that into us to protect us here on Earth — but once you realize the Creator is there with you, the fear is gone.
  8. Realize that satan uses things that appear to be good but the true intentions hidden.  Every church, every charity, every environmental group, every single thing that was good in the past has been infiltrated by satanists.  And they keep their motives hidden for a long time.  Sex and humor have also been tools.
  9. Stay connected to the Creator always.




The Sacred Tree of Life **edited and pinned


For all the people of the Earth, the Creator has planted a Sacred Tree under which they may gather, and there find healing, power, wisdom and security. The roots of this tree spread deep into the body of Mother Earth. Its branches reach upward like hands praying to Father Sky. The fruits of this tree are the good things the Creator has given to the people teachings that show the path to love, compassion, generosity, patience, wisdom, justice, courage, respect, humility and many other wonderful gifts.

The ancient ones taught us that the life of the Tree is the life of the people. If the people wander far away from the protective shadow of the Tree, if they forget to seek the nourishment of its fruit, or if they should turn against the Tree and attempt to destroy it, great sorrow will fall upon the people. Many will become sick at heart. The people will lose their power. They will cease to dream dreams and see visions. They will become unable to tell the truth and to deal with each other honestly. They will forget how to survive in their own land. Their lives will become filled with anger and gloom. Little by little they will poison themselves and all they touch.

It was foretold that these things would come to pass, but that the tree would never die. And as long as the Tree lives, the people live. It was also foretold that the day would come when the people would awaken, as if from a long, drugged sleep; that they would begin, timidly at first but then with great urgency, to search again for the Sacred Tree.
The knowledge of its whereabouts, and of the fruits that adorn its branches have always been carefully guarded and preserved within the minds and hearts of our wise elders and leaders. These humble, loving, and dedicated souls will guide anyone who is honestly and sincerely along the path leading to the protective shadow of the Sacred Tree. (from The Sacred Tree: Reflections of Native American Spirituality.)

If you read the book of Daniel, chapter 4, it speaks of a giant tree whose roots reached to the center of the earth.  This tree was cut off, supposedly by  a messenger from heaven.

Daniel tried to claim that the tree was King Nebuchadnezzar and the tree cut off meant his kingdom was coming to an end.

I have a lot of issues with this passage.  It describes cutting off the trees branches.  Now where have we seen that recently?  The supposed tree goddess who mated with baphomet is represented in cemeteries as a stone tree with its branches and its top cut off.

I had issues with that story from the start, because the satanists supposedly worship her along with baphomet.  satan hates the sacred feminine.  It didn’t make sense that they would worship a feminine deity.  But after reading Daniel 4, and how they cut off the tree’s branches, as is seen with statues of the tree goddess, it came to me that perhaps King Nebuchadnezzar was actually satan on earth before he became arrogant and thought he was God, the Creator. He was, after all, king over Babylon.

After all the lies told to us, I have to rethink everything, so this makes sense if you look between the lines.

Perhaps that sacred tree is right here and is the difference between losing Earth to the evil ones who want to destroy her, and those of us fighting against the evil…

Perhaps she is dying and needs prayers for God/Creator to return her to the way she was before evil came?

Perhaps if she is returned to her original state, God/Creator will wipe evil off of earth?



Still here, for now…

…so I am still here.  I am so tired of being hounded

The water dept. jerk was at a public restroom that I visit.  He had his phone out, aimed directly at me as I pulled in.  I have a feeling he shot a video and is going to post it on youtube.  I don’t know that, it is just a feeling I was getting.

And he would not be the first to do a video to mock the poor —  when I stopped in Oregon, a young man who was the son of a caseworker came to where she was talking to me and began filming me while I talked with her about my situation.  Just before this, I had heard her degrade me with her supervisor, loudly.  All I asked for was a gas voucher.

It is really stunning how cruel people are towards the poor.  They automatically assume that you are a drug user, an alcoholic, or mentally ill.  They cannot even recognize that you are a human being.  Their contempt is palpable.

And yet, there are some good folks who have not caved to the evil.  I say a prayer for them and for those whom have been manipulated and misled by satan — that they realize they are helping satan and turn away from it.


Stuff I forgot…

…it’s been a week.  Some things I forgot that I wanted to post in the other blog–

So to add to the already stressed-out stuff going on…the truck was smacked into the day after I moved into the motel.

I was stopped in traffic.  I normally keep an eye out for those behind me, but this day I was focused on what was in front of me.  Then out of nowhere BOOM!  The force struck so hard that everything on the dash flew off.  (I have been drying my grapefruit rinds on the dash to make cleaner with.  And the maps flew off as well…).  There was no warning as there were no squealing tires before the sickening thud…

…so my guess is that the young man was texting or talking on his phone.  Either way, he was not paying attention and he was going waaay too fast to impact the truck as badly as he did.  He hit so hard that the frame was bent and the bumper and trailer hitch were pushed down 2 inches.

To make it worse, we have the same insurance as he does.  It will be interesting to see if they give a fair settlement.

So, yeah, that just added to already jumbled nerves.  A Good Heart came over to me and comforted me.  I was nearly in hysterics because it was just one more thing.  She said that she saw the accident just before impact.  It always amazes me when stuff like that happens — like her Guardian whispered in her ear that an accident was about to happen and she started towards the road.

I knew that my broken leg was pushed forward into the truck from the force and I was really worried that the impact had re-injured it.  Fortunately, I had an appt with the doc the next day.  They x-rayed it, and it was okay.  But they put a new cast on and I have six more weeks until I see the doc.

The Owl

So I was thinking about this– the Native folk see the owl as a warning that something bad is about to happen.  There is a saying they have “I heard the owl call my name” meaning that they were about to die.

And the owl has really been put everywhere in recent years.  It reminds me of the 70s when the owl suddenly started popping up everywhere then, too.  We had owls on kitchen flour canisters, on lamps, salt and pepper shakers, and on macrame which was hugely popular at the time.  The owl was basically everywhere.

Now in the 70s, before things went sour, it truly was a time of trying to find peace and compassion and things we had in common with one another instead of like now where people are acting in terrible ways…it truly was a time of love and Jesus was a big part of that.  Religious people began using drugs because they were told it would bring them closer to God.  I am serious.  It was touted as a way to lose one’s inhibitions.  But it was satan, using the powerful yearning for being close to God, as a way to fool people into doing something that was bad for their bodies and would interfere with their connection to God, not enhance it.

So, with that knowledge, the owl is said to represent a god that one must sacrifice children to…if you want to know more, look up Bohemian Grove on youtube.  One of the rituals they did there was burn an owl effigy to worship this god of theirs.  Burning babies alive is another way to get power from this god…which is really satan.

So I find it more than just a coincidence that the owl is now very prominent as it was in the 70s.  Like it is being used as a subliminal threat…?

And an interesting thing happened the first couple weeks I was here–

I was parked in my truck for the night in a downtown area.

Not long after dark, I heard an owl hooting.  And I said to myself, I wonder if the owl is calling my name?

Later that same night, something odd happened that I still wonder what exactly happened:  Something made a noise that I still cannot identify, and swooped down to the truck.  Now my first thought was that it was this owl.  But the noise I heard was different — it was not hooting — and whatever it was had enough weight to slightly rock the truck.

I was asleep when this happened, so I had to get up to a sitting position before I could see what it was — which is really hard when you are in a tight spot and have to negotiate a cast.  So it took me a couple minutes to get up, and by that time, whatever it was had disappeared.

I do believe because of the unnatural noise it made that it was supernatural and most likely a demon sent to scare me off.



Ending soon?

So yesterday was something else!  I really did not think I would be here this morning typing a blog.  I thought it was over and the police, FBI, and DoD were going to move in, as they say…

So I am surprised that I am even here.  So just to give you all some notice that the gangstalking is continuing here and is pretty intense.

A kind lady showed me mercy and asked her church to put me up for a week in a motel.  It was sooo wonderful having a bed to sleep in, and not have to worry about getting enough water to drink, not having to worry about being followed to the restroom so they could send their kids in to “gather” false evidence, and the best thing of all — being able to bathe each day.  I got some much needed rest, because I don’t sleep well in the truck.  Truly wonderful.

But I was still gangstalked while at the motel — a person who was not even a guest, sat in their bright red jeep (smaller suv) and boomed their stereo.  I called the main desk and they took care of it.  Then I was brighted by car lights at 3 a.m.  I saw the dude go around the side of the building, and then about five minutes later, comes back around, slowly, past my room.  I called the desk again, but the person behind it could not give me a license plate number.

Another guest in the room next door was wearing a gun openly, and he stood near my room as if to make sure I noticed him.  He kept going past my window.  And then stood within a couple feet  of my door, with his gun in its holster.  Made me real nervous.  I can’t say for  sure he was a gangstalker, but his behavior sure seemed strange.

So I had to leave the motel Thursday and drove 5 miles out of town to a truck stop.

At 7 a.m. — the gangstalking started again.

I parked on the farthest part of the building.  Parents BRINGING THEIR CHILDREN past several open parking spaces to where I was.  Then they did the usual routine of walking past my truck.

See, I don’t have to do anything –just sitting there in my truck–like my sisters husband did to me–and these assholes claim I was a creep.

One dude in a black car sent his kid in the store, and I turned my head entirely to the back of my truck so that there is no way they could say I had done anything creepy.  Then he coolly gets out of his car, lights his pipe and smokes while he takes my picture.  These reprehensible humans have to take your pic for their handlers.


I was hobbling into a store, and two long-haired men were approaching at the same time.  I was walking on the pavement, they were walking on the sidewalk in front.  Now since I am being stalked, I keep very aware of my surroundings, and watched them walk in, but not in a hostile way, just for observation.

Suddenly one of them says out of the side of his mouth, “Take your eyes off me, you stupid fucking bitch.  There is no need for you to take notice of me.”

Even more strange was that he did not even turn his head to look at me directly. And I am thinking, what?  What are you talking about? I have a right to see who is around me at any given time.

So I when I came out of the store, they were still there!  Just sitting there not going into the store.  So why were they walking towards the store at that time?  They had no business to do there.

Gangstalkers. The hostility made me real nervous.  Being in a cast makes me even more vulnerable than I already am. (I have six more weeks in the cast.)

So when I got in the truck and pulled around the lot  to exit, they were still staring at me and had huge grins on their faces.

I did something that I don’t normally do and said a few choice words.  I’ll leave that to your imaginations.

And then I got scared because I mouthed off to them.  Horrible evil people.

So later in the afternoon, I picked up on the energy of the DoD guy and the FBI guy, and someone that I have had contact with.  (I don’t want to give too many details for the protection of the Good Hearts, so bear with me).

The person in contact was very upset.  She was crying or felt like crying.  Then I felt the sheriff’s energy…so I knew that they had enough fake evidence to arrest me for being a perv.

Okay, I cannot state this emphatically enough — I am not a pervert.  I do not stalk young women.  I do not rub my ass against young women.  I am not a creep.  I am a good person whom is being persecuted for not going along with the evil and even standing up against it.

I will not join the black robes and they have tried to get me to join.

I am still trying to unravel the deliberate misinformation of the New Agers who tried to misdirect me away from the right path that the Creator chose for me.  I fear that the one that I thought was a mentor was not.  And he may have put a negative energy into me or a spell of some sort.  And that they were part of the takeover of America.   Like I said, I am still trying to figure this out…

Anyway, after feeling all that energy directed at me, I was expecting to be arrested on false charges anytime.  And speaking of energy — I have picked up on Krystal Kenney’s energy.  She is part of the gangstalking and thought it was funny that the police are ready to move in.  Her energy was highly giddy that they were going to bring me down.  So that confirms to me that the plan to murder Kelsey Berreth was from these satanic evil ones and that gangstalking is being used to murder people.  My posts on that here and here.

And really?  I am just done and ready for it to be over with.  I am tired of being stalked by these evil assholes. I am tired of waiting for the police to come and arrest me on these trumped-up charges.  It is stressful beyond belief.

So just wanted to let you all know.  I guess it is a day to day thing now.  I just want this to be over.  I hope that I have helped some of you understand what is going on now because that was the intent of the blog.  Actually, it didn’t start out that way– when I was suffering from mercury poisoning and could not walk 20 ft without being exhausted and painful migraines that lasted for days…this blog was something to look forward to and a way to deal with everything going on in my personal life as well as seeing the country and Constitution destroyed by the evil ones.


Was the boat fire a sacrifice?

So, reading more details of the horrible boat fire off the California coast, there are signs that this was a sacrifice…

  1.  It was a fire.  satanists like fire to make sacrifices.
  2. The number 33.  It is a big deal with them.  33 dead passengers recovered.
  3. Walt Disney employee.  Walt Disney was a 33rd degree mason, which means he was initiated into satanism.  It is possible that this employee was of God, the Creator, so they did away with him.  Or he was a troublesome employee.
  4. Two Apple employees. Not sure but instincts are kicking in that there is evil intent.  It is also strange that the daughter died on her birthday.
  5.  The name of the boat:  The Conception. Fertility rites? The sexual rites of the black robes?

For both of the Apple and Disney companies, I would hope that the police would search for dead peasant life insurance taken out on these employees.

I just hope that they did not suffer but their spirits were uplifted before the fire got to them.  It is comforting to know that nobody dies alone.

Doctors fear controversial program made to help them — Disrupted Physician

As I commented on his website, the spiritual aspect of healing is ignored by those seeking to make money off of people…whether they be physicians or ordinary folk.

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